Three days... gulp!!

Tonight I was looking at some old emails, and trying to delete some of the OLLLD stuff. Anyway, I found my very first email to the RR yahoo group.

This is a part of it :
“I saw a picture of a little boy posted (from RR), and haven't been able to get him out of my mind since then. We have never considered adoption. Until I saw his sweet little face, I thought our family was complete. We're starting completely from scratch with everything, so my biggest fear and prayer is that he is meant to be our son, and he is still "available" when we get everything in place. Of course, I also believe that if things don't work out, it wasn't meant to be and as a Mother, I'll have to accept that and pray that he is safe and loved and finds his forever home. “

And, we leave on Monday. God knew. He knew from the very beginning. He knew when Timothy was conceived that I would be his Mommy, and John would be his Daddy. God put him on Maria’s Facebook page. He knew.